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recorded long before the song's debut on cadmium, this is a live performance of the original - 'virgin' - 'cripple punk'. written & performed during a time of severe illness & isolation, this version was captured as part of my feature episode on the podcast 'welcome to this'. sound engineering & general badass ambience provided by nolan monigold @ monigold studios.
i've been putting on weight
threw all my cigarettes away
take my pills every day
and do just about everything they say
but my body is a hospice
where my daydreams go to die
where i am held hostage with the clamor of my mind
and in my crippled cage
i rage, i moan, and i whine
‘cause I have cats and dogs
that claw and paw at my insides
i'm a sick woman with a dream
sucking on the teat of that vow
they said if I gave my everything
it’d come back to me
but now it’s curdled and sour, yes it is
now it’s curdled and sour
try to tell you a joke
it gets stuck in my throat
and suddenly I’m wheezing,
ahh, funny man, fate man - i see you
you really like to snip at my strings
cut me open when you get into a bad mood
but keep me hoping that someday I’ll be free
never, never, never
will you just let me be
and so i writhe, and cry, and weep
and in my crippled corset
my wounds come back again
‘cause I have cats and dogs
that claw and paw at my skin
i'm a sick woman with a dream
sucking on the teat of that vow
they said if I gave my everything
it’d come back to me
but now it’s curdled and sour, yes it is
now it’s curdled and sour,
now it's curdled and sour
i've been putting on weight
threw all my cigarettes away
take my pills every day
and do just about everything they say
credits
released November 5, 2020
nolan monigold - sound engineering, post-production & also he is a phenomenal human
elsa kennedy- all the other stuff
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